If tonight, I should die
Know that it was unintentional
I was only trying to get some sleep
But all I could do was cry

No one person is in any way more responsible than another, although a few of you have recently pushed me over the edge worse than before

But all that matters now are my children- I want them to be happy and try to understand that I never meant to hurt them this way

I never meant to hurt them at all!

I’m sorry I couldn’t survive the fall.