So I needed some time to mull it all over in my head & decided this blog should be about me- not just any one aspect or relationship but completely and totally 100% JUST ME!!! Granted, his smug arrogance is what’s currently bringing me down. But it’s not him I should be disappointed in: it’s my own heart for responding so strongly to such an asshole in disguise. And if it isn’t my heart making the wrong choice, then he’s just acting like a douche for spite. So either way, the problem isn’t him: it’s the fact that my heart is pulled so strongly to him, so much so that I’m not sure anyone else is strong enough to pull it back- except for me.